Batman Zero: 17 Years Later

With yet another big budget reimagining of The Batman hitting theaters soon, it got me to thinkin’ about my history with the character. The file cabinet that is my mind popped out an idea I had at least 17 years ago. Reimagining characters is a favorite pastime of mine, and I recall furiously drawing a version of Batman in my downtime back in high school. 

The idea being a Batman with no money. Hence my title Batman: Zero. If you take away the riches, does Bruce Wayne still become Batman? And how?

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The Waynes were mere paupers, like many of Gotham’s citizens, when they were murdered behind the Monarch theater. Their son, Bruce, was spared from the attack. In the time it took for the police to arrive, Bruce was left alone at the scene. The faint sounds of the “Dracula” film echoing through the theater’s brick walls. The guilt washing over the boy.  His persistence of seeing “Dracula” on the big screen despite his father’s warnings. The realization that his father was right as fear began to overtake young Bruce when seeing Dracula transform into a vampire bat. Which led to Bruce begging to leave. Taking the back exit. And now being here. Alone. 

The silent vow Bruce made in that alleyway as the police tried to comfort him. That this will not happen to anyone else. That the fear and helplessness he feels will no longer be for the innocent. That the guilty shall feel it too. And he shall inflict it. 

Being raised by his Uncle Al in his auto garage, Bruce learns through strict discipline and determination that his war on Gotham’s crime will never end. And, now as a young man, he claims the night as the very symbol of fear that changed his life all those years ago. His intention being that cowardly criminals, like the one that stole his parents, will now share his fear as well. 

The core of the character is the same but the path is sorta flip flopped upside down. What I love about Batman is he’s, essentially, crazy. This young adult was violently orphaned and traumatized in his youth. Stuck in this hopeless crime ridden city. Being raised by his “Uncle” Al in his auto garage. Learning the tools of the trade. And wandering through life aimless. Using Gotham to learn what he can. But not knowing what he’s building to. Crudely cobbling together a suit inspired by the “Dracula” film that haunts him. Popping in vampire fangs to make criminals believe he’s something “more”. Constructing a “Batmobile” out of spare parts. And turning out to be a dark symbol of hope.

Maybe this is why I didn’t get dates back then. 

The irony of all this is, back then, it was a pipe dream I’d simply do for fun. These “reimagining”. And it’s been sooo long since I’ve revisited this idea, after doing some research, I found out that many Batman stories similar to his have been written in those 17 years. One even called Batman: Year Zero. So I mainly did this for posterity. To cement this idea I daydreamed about when I was a kid in study hall. But it’s nice to know that, even at that age, my mind was on the right track. 

I’m Glad You’re Here…

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It’s been a decade since my first post on ChrisDoesComics. For most  a ten year anniversary could mean a good deal of reflection. And I am no different in that regard. When writing my last article for ChrisDoesComics, I couldn’t help but look back on my website and where I’ve been since it first launched. I started this blog back in August of 2011 as a means to put my artwork somewhere. I had confidence issues sharing my work. I kept my creations stowed away in sketchbooks and drawers. I did art only for myself  concerning subjects I was passionate about to further my talent and abilities. Yet I learned a great way to do that is to share your work and be open to criticism.  

ChrisDoesComics was my next step to grow. Building my own little corner of the internet for my art with the intention to work harder and smarter. A 24/7 gallery always updating for anyone to visit and view. With words I type to hold myself accountable creating new reasons to work harder on a piece and “finish” when I’m proud instead of just giving up on something.

ChrisDoesComics also became a geeky soapbox where I spewed out my opinions as well as personal goals and thoughts. It morphed into a weekly diary of unpacking life’s journey (or lack thereof). Broadcasting my feelings into a public void that I created. Looking back, ChrisDoesComics was a crude, disorganized, and angsty journal. Then again, I was a lonely 22 years old college grad in financial debt. I lived at home, wasn’t finding a job in my field, and working 2 dead end jobs. So, at the time, this website was very much a reflection of me: self deprecating, angry, silly, and ignorant. This website became a reminder that I didn’t want to lose sight of who I was: My name is Chris. I do comics.  

As the years moved forward, so did my determination, confidence, and skill. And I believe my website truly reflected that. It became less about Chris and more about comics. I removed my past thoughts of negativity, ignorance, and insecurity. I organized and categorized everything for smooth navigation. I opened an art store. Started a podcast. I even began using social media (wow!). I was putting myself out there through my work. After all, that’s how I always wanted to be represented. It says more about me than any selfie or “about” page could.

In the 10 years since I opened ChrisDoesComics, I’ve lost a lot. Some by choice, some not. But at the same time, I have gained so much more. Nearly a decade of working professionally in the art industry, gallery shows, thousands of my pieces being sold as prints, stickers, patches, t-shirts, magazines, and canvases (many through brands I cherish). I’ve produced over 30 episodes of my own podcast, My writing solidified a job as a Comic Editor for IDW’s Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles series. And I chisel away the steady goal of completing over 100 of my own comic strips! Yet on top of all that, I’ve met some amazing, talented, and kind people along the way. I’ve learned so much about my field, my passions, and myself. 

And I truly believe the best is yet to come. I know this website is not going to be around forever. And, as it currently stands, it’s no longer a place where I have to prove anything. To myself or anyone else. ChrisDoesComics is a place to simply see what I’ve drawn, read about some old toy or comic I found, or listen to my best bud and I talk horror movies. It’s a self built monument to who I am at the moment. A niche within a niche. And, more than anything, it’s simply for me. But, as always, you’re more than welcome to join me…I’d be glad you came. 

So I raise a virtual glass…not to new beginnings…but to moving forward and to all who have given ChrisDoesComics even a sliver of their time.

In the words of Sarah Connor, “There is no fate but what we make for ourselves…”

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